2/28/23
BUSY WEEKEND
i spent all weekend celebrating my bestie's birthday! we went to brunch, then the next day we went to the zoo and dinner!
today we had coffee and then went to SEX WORLD. though it was a bit dissappointing.. the only ppl there aside from us were some really depressing old men and many of the products seemed like they may cause several kinds of pussy infection
but its ok cause i did it all with my BEST FRIEND, i really like to get out of the house and try new things with them
here are somethings we saw while out and about today
cute graffiti, a bunny octopus?
i'm glad i got to spend the day with netty this year, they really are such a good friend and i'm so thankful for them.. i'm also quite excited! i have a job interview for a position at my neighborhood garden center, one of my favorite places in the city!! i really hope i get the chance to work there. thats all for now... i work this weekend so you may not see an update from me for a few days... we will see! in the mean time, take care of yourselves!
historically, this day has been very bad for me.. my mental health etc. today wasn't bad though! felt very nice to bring some drinks to my best friends house and just hang out!!
this last week has been a hard one for me, this time of year is a nightmare on my ptsd, and usually it all comes to a head on valentines. but right now im a little too busy having FUN with my BESTIE so i will post more thoughts TOMORROW!
traffic cone innards...
2/16/23
POST V-DAY REFLECTION
the v-day ptsd did catch up to me eventually- which has been a pain to deal with the last few days.
but regardless, i got to have a fun evening with my best friend and thats what really matters!
it would be so much easier to get to work, and i feel like i will feel so much more fulfilled getting to work with something i truly love!
2/14/23
VALENTINES DAY
i think this year.. despite the dificulty ive done a good job of coping through it, in fact i think today won't be as bad as i expected